MY LIFE'S CONTINUUM

I am the trees that bend with the wind The tide that breaks at the shore on a cool night When you look up at the night sky and see stars...

Suicidal ideations Thirty seconds is enough to create the notion Where’s the darkest place your mind can go Time overlooks you...

Breath in, watch the grounding energy flow through you Breath out, feel the old stagnant emotions leave you Feel the earth under your...

a little brown box sits on the high shelf perfectly packed and labeled only “myself” surrounded by others more heavy and worn to you they...

I do not exist In the spaces between time There’s only my abyss A vastness created in puddles Shallow water pushing boundaries Opening up...

Miles away but I still feel you close. It’s hard to be here when I miss you the most. Passing the time in waves of grief. How long do I...

As above so below Into murky water I must go I can’t see straight my minds gone dark A counter to your last remark The road the hell is...

the waking world has no kind of clarity unshakeable decisions almost a rarity an unhealthy kind of specialty shutting off this insipid...

I saw you die in a dream where time stopped My eyes full of grief as the tears dropped I laid on the floor and could only be still A new...

my entire existence is that of a peach sweet but push to hard and I bruise

He asked for a pulse check I said unsteady, unpredictable. Jumpy? He questioned and then listened. Broken, jumpy implies strength… I...

My words “Tell me the truth So I can tell you it’s over” Ring in my head daily My harshness Your carelessness OUR miscommunications We...

Everywhere and no where right? I am every thing for every one A standard and expectation of my own making I am everywhere you need me but...

I love the way my body smells after self pleasure; The same way I love the way I taste. Something different than when a partner is...

There was a twinge of jealousy, a feeling I’m not entirely familiar with, when he said what the trade was. I don’t know if I was jealous...

I felt my body get anxious as I typed it.. like I didn’t want it to be true.. like it would change anything if it was, but it changes...

Am I making this hard for you? it started with kisses     innocent Am I making this hard for you? words like “yet” or “too” or “I GET to”...

I wasn’t prepared for the words to pour out mountains passing me by in the plane window                altitude? is it the              ...

I wish he would cuff me to the bed, or strap my hands together in his belt and drag his tongue, his lips, his hands across my entire...

The wheels were already set in motion. We’d been talking about this for what felt like an eternity. Staying together in Florida was...